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187 – Fiction: Her cuckquean Sex day

From HIS perspective…..

I am her husband, leader, dominant. She is my wife, submissive, and sex-slave. She’s a submissive wife, and a slave for sex. And our marriage is perfect.

Today I decided to be a bit more dominant than usual… and exercise my right to use her body in any sexual means I desire.

I also had a surprise in store for her that she knew nothing about, but because she’s my devoted wife, and sex slave, I know she will submit thoroughly and probably love doing it.

I had already asked her what she had going on today and she had already told me, “not much”. So my plan was perfect.

I said, “Sweetheart, today you’ll stay naked. I want to you to serve me sexually and to do so, you’ll need to remain accessible.”

She said, “Yes Sir” again. I absolutely love when she shows respect that way, I love hearing the word “Sir “ drip from her mouth!

That’s when I started to walk to my office, within our house, of course. And she followed, as I expected her too.

I said, “You need to kneel beside me.” And I pointed to my feet. She obeyed as I was fully aware she would. And I began to go about my work as I always do.

I reached down and began stroking her hair and she leaned into the palm of my hand. I knew she was loving my attention when I turned my palm toward her mouth and she opened for me. I stuck my two middle fingers inside and she began to suck.

That got me turned on in a hurry and I decided I’d rather have a different body part in her mouth, so I pulled my fingers out and turned my chair towards her.

With my free hand, I grabbed the back of her head and pulled her in toward my crotch. She got the hint! That’s when she unzipped my pants and released my cock.

Her warm wet mouth surrounded my cock and she started to suck me hard. Her mouth was warm and wet and my cock was loving the attention.

She was obviously getting turned on too. I knew it when I felt her shift her weight and she wrap her legs around mine. That’s when I realized she was trying to hump my leg and get herself off!

Instead of allowing her to take control like this, I immediately released her hair from my grip and slapped straight down hard on her tit. And I did it three times over. I had to make a point that she would understand!

She flinched and it made it hard for her to continue sucking my cock.

I pulled back and said, “what the fuck do you think you’re doing? I never granted YOU permission to get off like that! Go get the chastity belt. I had hoped we wouldn’t have to use it today but obviously you need to be restrained. And now that changes the surprise I also had for you today. This is extremely disappointing!”

When she returned to my office with chastity belt in hand, I made her lay on her back on top of my desk and I strapped her in tight. I snapped the lock and put the key in the pencil cup holder in my desk. I said, “you’ll wear this now until tomorrow morning. And only I will use this key to release you. No exceptions.”

Her eyes looked downcast. She knew I wasn’t happy and the one thing that upsets her faster than anything is knowing I’m disappointed with her. She lives to please me and I love every minute of her submission too, except of course times like this.

I said to her, “it’s a shame you had to go and be a bad girl today. Your needy cunt got the best of you, didn’t it? Too bad you managed to get yourself locked up. Soon enough you’ll see the fun you have missed.”

I continued, “get back on the floor and start sucking my cock again while I work. You will need to keep me hard for the surprise I have coming.”

She immediately went to the floor and started to open her mouth to receive my cock but I popped her cheek before she could lay her lips onto my cock.

“I have no idea what’s wrong with you today, but you need to start acting like the well trained Bitch that I know you are! Thank me properly!”

It was then that she looked me in the eye, as she knows she’s supposed to do, and said, “Thank you Sir for loving me enough to give me the discipline I need and unfortunately, sometimes deserve.”

I said, “Andddddd?”

She continued, “And thank you for the opportunity to service your cock to bring you pleasure. My pleasure is complete when your’s is too.”

I reached down and petted her cheek and said, “Now THAT is my good girl. I love you too sweetheart.”

And I put my hand on the back of her head and pushed her down onto my cock without another word. She responded superbly and my cock was getting hard devouring her wet kisses.

That’s when I knew time was short and I needed to get work done quickly, so while my slave worked tirelessly on my cock, I banged away at my keyboard getting the work done for the day.

And sure enough, right on time, the door from the garage opened. I had given her the keypad code and told her to come straight in the house.

She came into the office where I said hello and she walked around the desk to give me a hug when she saw my wife sucking my cock. She said, “oh wow. What a beautiful sight! Can I snap a picture?? I love taking sexy hot pictures.”

I hadn’t thought of that, but once she said it, it sounded like an amazing idea! I looked at my wife, who had paused and looked up, where I scolded her and said, “cunt wife, don’t you dare stop sucking!”

She resumed and my new girl got out her phone. Click. Click. Click.

Cunt wife did her job and the pics were so hot!

That’s when I said, “ok cunt wife, you may stop. I have someone to introduce you to. Stand please and greet her properly now, won’t you?”

She said, “Yes Sir.” And she stood.

As she stood, Tina said, “oh I didn’t see the chastity belt! So you really do own her needy pussy! So what do I call her?”

I looked at my wife and I looked at my new girl and as I shrugged my shoulders, I said, “I call her my slut, bitch cunt, or wife. Whatever name you please. She knows anytime she hears anything like that she’s supposed to respond. Sometimes I call her my good girl, but as you can see, today she’s not been one of those!”

As I looked at my wife, I said, “Slut, this is my new friend. Her name is Tina. I was intending to have us all play together today but then you went and got yourself locked up. So now…”

Tina cut me off and said, “oh but she still has two other holes that we can play with, right?”

I said, “well sure. If you want to.”

Tina grabbed my wife’s hand and said, “so let’s go to the bedroom and see if either of your other holes can make me ready to receive your husband’s cock. Can you lick me wet until I’m ready for him?”

My wife just looked longingly at me as if unsure of what to do or say, so I helped her by saying, “Of course her tongue is talented. I’ll let her show you how well it works while I use her anal hole to stay hard while I wait for you.”

As we got to the bedroom, Tina said to wife, “take my clothes off and lay them nicely on the dresser.”

And she did. I laid on the bed and watched as my new girl totally owned my wife the same way I would have. It was a total turn on to have someone else help me keep her in line.

It took only a minute and Tina laid down on the bed. She invited slut wife between her legs. I pushed wife forward toward Tina’s pussy and said, “Make it wet for me slut.”

As I moved wife forward, she got onto the bed and I pulled her legs up and apart so that she was up on all fours like the bitch that she is. From there I just had to position myself between her legs and pushed my cock through the anal ring of the wife’s chastity belt and right into her ass. I was nice and had applied a little lube, but I wanted her to feel the full brunt of my cock in her ass.

I got so fucking turned on watching my wife lick the pretty pussy of my new girl. I asked wife, “Isn’t her pussy pretty wife? Why don’t you tell her how much you like it?”

Wife lifted her head and said, “Ma’am this is a beautiful pussy. Thank you for allowing me to get you wet for my husband’s cock.”

Hearing my wife say that was music to my ears, so I flexed my cock inside her ass and slammed in as deep as I could. My balls hit her chastity belt and I felt that cold steel. I pulled out and slammed in and again as hard as I could.

I said, “damn that steel belt is cold as shit. I sure wish you hadn’t tried to fuck my leg.” And I pulled my cock from her ass.

Tina said, “what? Why did she do that?”

I said, “I really don’t know. Wife, why did you try to masturbate on my leg when you know you didn’t have permission?”

Wife spoke and said, “I don’t know Sir. Your cock was tasting so good in my mouth and the urge just overcame me. I know it wasn’t right.”

I said to wife, “I’m glad you see the error of your ways. Of course, now you can hump anything you want, but you know that I’ve curved that pussy cover so no amount of rubbing will be felt on your clit whatsoever.”

“Yes Sir, I know. Thank you for fucking my ass.”

“Yeah, well, that’s all you get from me. Now you need to help me fuck Tina’s pretty pussy. Move to the side and give me room to get between her legs.”

She moved and I got into her place. Then I said, “That’s my good girl. Now grab my cock and guide it into her pussy. Your job is to now watch while I make love to Tina and if my cock slips out of her pussy, you need to be there to press it back in immediately. Do you understand Bitch?”

She said the two words I love to hear most, “Yes Sir”

She obediently grabbed my cock and pressed it to the opening of Tina’s precious puss. And I pressed in deep. Nice and slow.

I heard Tina sign in happiness as my cock filled her up.

I looked at wife and said, “Did you see my cock go into this pussy you made so wet and ready for me? And did you hear how happy my girl is to receive it? Too bad you don’t get to feel it today.”

Tina decided to comment to wife too by saying, “Your husband’s cock feels so hard and warm in my pussy. Yours can’t be as satisfying to him as the warm tight home I just provided him. Watch me as I make love properly to him and see if you can’t learn a thing or two. And maybe your cunt can do better next time too!”

Wife didn’t say anything, but I could tell from the look on her face she was happy to see me happy but sad for the predicament she found herself in. Of course, it was her own doing though, and maybe this will be punishment enough for her to know better next time too.

And as I got in deep, I laid down on Tina’s chest and started to kiss her passionately. I started pressing in and pulling out. Her pussy was so hot and wet.

I looked at wife and said, “My sweet girl, you sure did a great job getting this sweet pussy ready for me. You can be a good wife when you want to be!”

Wife looked down and I said to Tina, “I can tell she’s happy that I’m happy, but she’s also wishing she didn’t find herself in the predicament she’s in now too. While her pussy can’t be rubbed and obviously not able to reach climax tonight, I guarantee you she’s dripping wet inside that belt of hers.”

I looked over at wife and said, “isn’t that right slut?”

And she responded with, “Yes Sir, you are absolutely correct.”

And with that, I felt my testosterone surge and I pushed in and out of Tina’s dripping wet, tight pussy with determination. I started going faster and faster until I was slamming balls deep into her pussy such that when my body hit hers it was causing an audible slapping sound too.

Tina started to moan loudly. She started calling to my wife, saying “Damn this cock is so good. I’m such a great girl with an amazing pussy. You are just his dumb cunt wife. Too stupid to even be able to control yourself. Too bad for you but great for me, that I get to enjoy this cock all by myself now! I’m glad to feel it without sharing it!”

“Oh. YES. Fuck me harder baby.”

“Please. Don’t stop.”

“Give it to me hard. Make me cum!”

Her words spawned me to go deep and fast. As I pulled out, I pulled a tad too far and slipped out.

I admit, I did it on purpose. I wanted to see wife’s response. And she did not disappoint.

Wife had been watching as my cock was disappearing into Tina’s sweet pussy and out again. So when I slipped out, wife grabbed up my cock and guided me back into Tina’s pussy ever so quickly. I couldn’t be more pleased!

“Wife, you really are my good girl now. You are trained well. I’m glad you are helping me make love to Tina in the way she deserves.”

Tina then said to wife, “Come suck my tits and help me get closer to orgasm, Bitch.”

And slut did that. I even commented, “Look at you go slut. Suck those boobs hard.”

And it was exactly what slut needed to hear to go after that nipples even harder as I heard Tina moan louder again.

And I guess it was what I needed to see too as I started aiming at getting us both to orgasm. I said, “Come on baby girl. Keep going.” I wasn’t sure if i was talking to wife or Tina, but probably both at that moment!”

But then I spoke just to Tina, “Orgasm for me. All over my cock. Let me feel your pussy pulse around my hard cock. Make this pussy squeeze around me.”

And I was drove my cock as deep into her wet pussy as I could manage. She groaned and arched her back.

I continued, “Come on sweet girl, give it to me! My slut wife wants you to orgasm, don’t you slut?”

Wife made a “uh huh” sound but never let go of Tina’s nipple while her hand massaged the other one.

I felt my urge to orgasm start to rise. I needed it, I wanted it. I started talking louder and with urgency, “Come on my love, I’m about to cum deep in your pussy. Come with me! Give it back to me too!”

And it took three more deep, hard thrusts when I felt my balls release that hot cum straight into Tina’s pussy at the same time she moaned deep. She was orgasming with me. I held myself deep in her pussy for a few good long seconds as I left my seed shoot deep inside her pussy. I let out an audible sigh.

I pulled out, and laid over to the side of Tina. I said, “wife, you need to lick us both clean. Start with licking me clean while I kiss Tina’s beautiful lips and we regain our strength.”

When I knew she was done with me, I pushed her toward Tina’s pussy and I said, “Get busy on Tina’s pussy now. Be sure to get all that cum sucked out so she doesn’t drip onto her panties later.”

Slut wife sucked so vigorously she almost got Tina to cum again and I smiled and rubbed my hand on Tina’s cheek. I said, “Do you like my house? Want to come over again?”

And Tina said, “Baby, I have really enjoyed this. I needed this stress relief. I love you and your cock. And I love the tongue on your wife, it’s talented for sure!”

I asked Tina if she’d like to stay the night with us and she said yes. That’s when I looked at wife and said, “You hear that? She’s staying with us. You think you can do something good to get yourself released from that belt and maybe get your pussy used tonight too?”

Wife looked at me and said, “I’m very happy Sir. I love pleasing you. This has made me very wet indeed and I’d like to orgasm too. But Sir….. I know you said I won’t be out of this belt until tomorrow and it’s my own doing to be here too. So I will take my punishment properly.”

Tina heard all this and said, “you’ve trained her well!”

I looked at slut wife and said, “think I should make love to Tina again while she’s here tonight?”

My beautiful good girl looked me in the eye and smiled, while saying those same two favorite words that I love to hear…. “Yes Sir.” And I could tell, she really did mean it too!

Hugs,

Marie

186 – Chastity belt. Part II

Because Naughty Nora and Miss D asked questions, it has me inspired to talk about it more……

As i do with all posts, i try to do some research before posting. i like to know, “is my opinion the same as what others would say too?” And i also like to know more facts about the topic too, in case my opinions are just “wrong, and had you learned more you’d know this too.” So i go to the internet…..about female chastity belts this time too.

Finding research on (female) chastity belts is hard. You find a lot of sites selling the cheap Chinese versions (which is fine), a little information about the more expensive ones (which is fine too), but almost nothing about reviews, pros/cons, logistics on everything from how to put it on and how to clean it to ….. WHY would you do it. Why is it appealing? Information about all of this other stuff almost entirely doesn’t exist.

But after a lot of searching, i finally found a blog post from an avid chastity belter. While i don’t know her at all, based on my own actual experience to date, i think she’s well spoken in her choice of words and accuracy in all she wrote.

So instead of posting my own thoughts, i decided she is a bigger expert than i, she said everything i had already contemplated saying, and well…. reposting her blog is quicker for me too.

Of course, i want to add just a little bit of my own experience, especially as it relates to the mental aspects of wearing chastity belts.

Why do i like it? Or why would i tell David i think it’s a “good idea”?

well. i will tell you there’s two main reasons.

1) Wearing a chastity belt makes me feel physically submissive, and not just mentally.

Being submissive means choosing to have less power than the dominant. And most often that is mental… like less power over decisions, or what’s important, or who’s going to be responsible for a task. While some of this does result in a physical action, much of it starts from a mental position.

Sometimes submission is as simple as NOT doing something. Like choosing not to break rules set in place, not touch myself sexually or cause/allow an orgasm, or being disrespectful. But even the “not orgasm” is effectively a mental thing because it’s NOT doing something physical.

So when i am locked up in chastity, i am actively submitting. i am DOING something. A physical, tangible, action. And when wearing it, it is constant. While i can and do get used to the feeling of having it on, it’s still a (quite literally) hard reminder every time i move, stand, or sit, that i chose to hand Sir the key to my heart… and his pussy…. and i am his submissive.

2) You only lock up what’s important to you, so it makes me feel important to Sir.

Think about it, you password protect your information online, you lock the car when you aren’t in it, you lock house when you go to sleep (locking up YOU), you put your money in a bank, and some people put valuable coins, baseball cards, or papers in a safe.

We only put locks and keys on the stuff we deem valuable and don’t want someone else to have access to use or ability to steal.

So when i wear chastity belts, i feel important enough to be locked up and not used by another… including by myself. i can’t steal an orgasm when wearing steel on my locked pussy.

So i like chastity belts because i like what it stands for and what it represents. And honestly, when it’s fitted correctly, it doesn’t hurt either. It does start to chafe after several hours of wear, but it actually feels good to wear it most of the time.

i feel quite literally very intentionally submissive when i wear a chastity belt.

So if it feels good mentally AND physically to wear it…. why wouldn’t i like it?

But that’s enough about my feelings, back to what the Discerning Specialist says about female chastity belts……. check it out for yourself…… if you want to.

And so, without further ado, Here’s the link.

Hugs,

Marie

185 – Sunday (Chastity) Fun day

i know that David doesn’t always read my posts, but sometimes he does too. He read my last post about (fictional) stress relief and he was kinda amused but i really think mostly annoyed.

No, we didn’t get into a fight. But his annoyance was real.

We go to church most Sundays. Frequently we drive separately though because David is apart of our church’s tech team and works on the live stream, camera switching duty crew. As such, he has to be there much earlier than the service start time, so we generally drive ourselves.

Well i was finishing that post when he was on his way to church and i sent him a link to it. i wanted him to see where my mind has been lately….. me realizing he has work-stress, i need to give him space, be a good submissive wife… and yet, feeling sex-needy too.

i think it’s easy to get distracted from ourselves and our relationships when work (aka: Real Life) gets in the way. i think this is part of why they say “making a marriage work is hard work.” It has to be intentional and you have to make time for it. Kinda like putting meetings or appointments on the calendar, you almost need to do the same thing with your spouse.

But that seems silly, right? To make an appointment with my husband to do…. what exactly? Watch tv? Eat dinner? Have sex?

Shouldn’t all those things “just happen naturally”?? And can “scheduled sex” be fun? Don’t you need to feel like it first?

Well…. yes and no. i mean, sure… it should happen naturally. But sometimes it just doesn’t. And when it doesn’t, it may need to be scheduled. Even scheduled sex can be fun… and at the very least, it can serve as a reminder of when you did “feel like it” naturally. And that remembrance trigger could cause the desire to want it to return too.

Oh don’t misunderstand, we have desires. We aren’t NEVER wanting sex or sexual relations. Heck, that’s pretty much the point of my last fiction post…. i have these desires but it’s not lining up with Sir’s desires, or time availability, and hampered by the stress he has at work too.

So I suppose that’s the other thing about it… you have to both feel like it at the exact same time too. And again, life gets in the way. Making marriages hard to maintain, without scheduling it on the calendar.

Well, that’s the thing about being a submissive wife… who happens to be feeling sexually needy… my job is to serve him. In the way that’s fulfilling to him. Remember that other post i did recently about that too? (Oh wait… i haven’t finished that one. Okay, sneak peek … the book “Real Service” i am reading is all about how a sub provides a servo e to the Dom, but only in ways and tasks that the Dom actually wants and desires. That post soon to be finished too!)

Now coming back to this Sunday morning, he read my fiction post when he got to church. While he’s on the tech team, and they do a run through, much of his duties include “making sure it all works fine.” Which pretty much means he has to set it up, sit back and wait to see if it works or doesn’t while all the musicians and pastors go about the practice they need too. So he has a lot of down time, and that’s when he read my sex-filled-post…. while at church. (Devious of me, right?)

Yeah, he kinda thought so too. He wasn’t happy that i have pointed out his stress (and not much time for me right now), and texted it to him while he’s at church no less. But then again, i doubt he was surprised either.

He texted me with, “I read this. You haven’t worn the chastity belt in awhile. I suspect you’ve gotten yourself hot and bothered while writing this post. You best not have caused yourself to orgasm without permission. If I find out you have, you’ll be punished. Have you?”

Uhmmmmmm. i am getting a bitter sweet answer to my (unintended) cry for attention………

He told me it seems i am “acting out in a passive-aggressive and unbecoming way.”

i have said before i probably should call myself a brat-type-submissive. i truly didn’t intend this to be that way, but as i stop and think about it, i think he’s right. (Ok, i know he’s right… but i don’t like being wrong. And i didn’t do it on purpose, so i don’t even want to admit it now either.)

The text continued, “You need to dress for the day and wear that chastity belt. Bring the key with you to church. I’ll hold onto it the rest of the day. I’ll decide when you can or should be released. Maybe it will be after I orgasm first though and given my stress level, I have no idea when that may happen!”

i don’t get sexual release. But i do get sexual attention. And it wasn’t a scheduled appointment either. And i probably do need a spanking to be reminded to be submissive while being reminded the bratting-way isn’t acceptable …. while also being reminded that submission is about my service to Sir in the way that is meaningful to him. Just saying.

i guess i have a long day ahead of me. And it’s now time to dress for church.

Hugs,

Marie

144 – General Update on Me

i have had some deadlines at work prohibiting me to be here as much as i have been in recent months. But now most of that is behind me and i should be able to post more frequently again.

But i thought a general all-around update could be nice for those who wonder these things…..

COVID – has of course caused everyone anxiety and stress. And we are all dealing with it in our own ways.

Overall, i think i have mentally adjusted to the new-Normal. For us in Texas but also personally, that means masks worn in public places, and especially inside buildings. And always inside any building, unless eating and drinking. Stay reasonably and as far apart from others as possible. Don’t shake hands, or even fist/elbow bumps. Just don’t touch!

But other than that, our lives are “pretty much the way they were before covid.” So people asking about us going out – to dinner, to shop, to the movies, etc – my life is about the same as it was before.

i actually went to the movies just yesterday with my sister. We were the ONLY people in the theater. Literally. It was quite nice. i happen to think people are afraid of the germs (at say the theater) so they don’t go there. But that’s what makes it best for me…. when everyone else stays home, i get to go …. alone! No germs AND get popcorn too!

PIERCINGS – All of the piercings have healed quite nicely. The nipples are a tad sensitive when David gets too crazy pinching/pulling on them. But he’s aware of when that is and he stops. And the clit is the same really.

David says he likes putting his mouth on the jewelry and letting his tongue play with it. And i rather like letting him too! 🥰

i am about ready to go back to get the jewelry changed to something less about function and more about beauty. i am a bit afraid to change it out myself the first time, so i’ll go and watch them (and have them teach me) this first time. But now to pick out something that i deem “beautiful” too!

CHASTITY – hasn’t been done since before our Colorado summer vacation. i don’t want to do it now with the clit piercing. At least not for awhile. It fits so tightly, by design, i am afraid the clit piercing may get hurt, damaged, pull/pinch, etc. so i am intentionally not wanting it right now.

But i’m not really sure David ever much liked it anyway. He wanted me to control my urges to NOT play with myself without permission. And absent that, then fine, apply the chastity. But instead it was really me who wanted it. To help me control myself. i think David saw it as a crutch for myself. i think he wants me to want to submit…. voluntarily…. even if it’s hard. Whereas a chastity belt meant i had the ability to be (mentally) lazy and just rely on it. i feel i will need it again sometime, and i don’t think it was being lazy but rather helpful. So we shall see. But not for a bit until i absolutely know the clit is completely 100% healed.

BRA AND PANTIES– while i was given them back, i wear them sparingly. It isn’t a given that they just go on in the morning. i don’t have to report to David when i wear them, but he still more-or-less expects that they are worn when necessary – and definitely not around him.

i happen to think that this will just always be my norm. i have basically not worn a bra now for 16-months and panties for close to the same. And i am good with this!

It worked on my favor yesterday when i was dressing for work and getting ready to leave. David came up behind me, and hugged me in a spooning way. His arms wrapped around me and cupped my breasts. He said, “yum… no bra!” And i smiled and said, “yes, of course, Sir”. He then moved his hands south and pulled up my dress and said, “no panties too! Perfect! Now go lay on the bed and get your reward”

And he proceeded to get me wet until i was allowed to orgasm….. (yes, i ask permission to orgasm every time too. Still.).

NAKED – i am still struggling with this. i am not sure i like it… but not sure i don’t. i have gotten used to being naked to sleep. But then when i awake, i want to put clothes on. i suspect some of it is “that’s what you are supposed to do.” But some of it is practicality, with our son at home … but also i get cold without clothes on!

Our son is a Junior in HS . So in another 2-years he will be off to college. Maybe by then, i will have embraced the nakedness and with him out of the house, do it all the time.

(Or maybe by then, my clit will have healed and i’ll have embraced chastity again and sport that around the house! Lol)

EXERCISE – well… chocolate still calls my name periodically and i have to tell her to sit down and shut up. And that’s hard. And Exercise still calls my name too, and i want to tell her to sit down and shut up. But i don’t. i walk 2-miles a day, most days. On days of bad weather, i don’t. But otherwise, that’s become the norm. i have lost 5 lbs, and i am happy with the progress. Hopefully it continues! i am thinking of getting a treadmill though because with the shorter/winter days starting to become a thing, i get scared to walk alone at night. And i am afraid this pattern (of walking and getting exercise) may end if i am not vigilant.

BJ – well, like i have said before, it is super hard to find 4-people who ALL like one another. So this started with promise, but looks to have faded. And unfortunately will likely die out. Maybe not enough sunshine, or water…. but the relationship grew and then suddenly the green-thumb turned brown. Makes me sad, but it isn’t entirely unexpected. If we ever find a couple that we are entirely compatible with, i will be thrilled. But i am highly skeptical too. So we will continue to just have periodic fun as it comes about.

ADDITIONAL FICTION STORIES– Probably coming soon. i was thinking of moving it to a website like Literotica though too. i realize that it is kinda an extension of me. It’s not real, and hasn’t ever been. Instead it is the things that go on in my head and start as a result of something that was real. Kinda like “x and y happened in real life. And then it got me to thinking that z would’ve been a nice next step.” So it sometimes gets confusing to me, and i think possibly some of you also. As in “what is real-real and what is not??”

SPANKING – and Discipline – and Maintenance – Because of my big deadline at work, David gave me a free pass on the Maintenance Friday sessions. We haven’t done it now for 3-weeks.

And i’ve been a good-girl and haven’t had to receive punishment in a long time now.

All very good! But as much as i’d tell you i am not a fan of the actual discipline, the knowledge of my place in our marriage and letting David be in control makes me very happy.

And when we aren’t doing as much discipline (like now), i can always tell when things are slipping “out of the ordinary” and needing to be “put back in place.” And we are about there.

So i may have to ask to be spanked soon, but i really HATE the actual discipline too. So it’s a double edged sword. i will likely insist on it on Friday. And i have no doubt, my bottom will end up quite sore from me insisting it happens and it is “appropriately intense.” But i truly think i am to the place that i NEED it.

i sometimes think needing to be spanked feels like an addiction… where at the moment, i am going through withdrawal and detox. And i don’t like it. So i crave the discipline. Chew on that for just a hot minute!!

That’s it!

That’s all i can think of for now. Anything i missed?

And i have been receiving more emails too, so i’ll probably continue to work my way through those in upcoming posts as well.

Hugs,

Marie

97 – Reverse Reverse Psychology

So David doesn’t read too many of my blog posts, but on occasion, he does indeed do just that.

And he read the last one about Reverse Psychology during the daytime hours when we were both at work. Afterward, he then texted me and said, “So the whole reason you want to be in chastity is because you will succumb to temptation and you consider yourself weak?”

i responded with, “Yes Sir. Plus it would then keep me being a good girl.”

He texted back, “you should be a good girl without instruments or assistance.”

i said, “the mind is strong, the flesh is weak.”

He responded back, “Hmm”

And that was the end of it…. until today.

i had a massive sinus headache yesterday and went to sleep taking two Benadryl. When i woke, the headache was gone, but i was still groggy. And i just got up and did the “old” routine of go to the kitchen for coffee and sit surfing while drinking coffee and waking up instead of the new routine of going straight to the shower.

And Sir was ready to leave by the time i drank coffee and THEN showered. So before leaving he said, “you didn’t adhere to the new routine. So because I’m leaving now, we need to put you in chastity.”

i was a bit surprised as i didn’t expect that, especially after the last (texting) conversation and all that he’s said about not being a “regular” thing. But i merely said, “yes Sir.” And we put it on.

That’s when he kissed me goodbye and smiled saying, “have a good day… and be a good girl!”

i just said, “Yes Sir, you have a good day too.” Thinking, “of course i’ll be a good girl. i don’t exactly have a choice... but THIS is what you wanted… to have your choice taken away to make it easier to submit. So be glad in it!”

So work was interesting.. for me anyway. i had not gone to work in chastity with a “normal” routine until now. But absolutely no one knew anything was different about me. It is surprisingly well-hidden under all clothing really. And thankfully, i have made appropriate adjustments to wear it long-term without any chafing at all. i have figured out that the tighter it is, the better. Because then it has NO ability to move around, and hence, no chafing.

Well, when i got home from work i expected him to say we would take it off, because i was a good girl today. i didn’t ask to not wear it, i didn’t ask to take it off, and i didn’t complain about wearing it. But when he didn’t tell me i could take it off, i asked if it could come off.

He said, “No. I’d like to keep it on. In fact, I’d like you to sleep with it. Ohhh and we are drinking wine with dinner.”

He KNOWS i get very turned on and very sexted up when i drink wine! And typically, i get sex or orgasm(s) or both when we share a bottle of wine. But no way while in chastity!

i must’ve had a surprised look on my face because that’s when he smirked and said, “well, you said you weren’t strong and your flesh was weak and you needed help…. so…. I’m giving you that help you so need.”

So here i am, locked up, feeling horny after drinking wine and SO wanting to suck or be sucked. i asked him if i could suck his cock. He said, “No. when i want you to do that, i will tell you. And tonight is not it.”

So instead, i get ready for sleep. And as we climb into bed, Sir says, “you gonna be able to sleep in chastity?”

i responded, “do i have a choice?”

He laughed and said, “no, not really…. although officially and technically you do since you have the key.” (Which he gave to me this morning for “emergency use only”)

i asked, “what will happen if i use it?”

He said, “do you really want to go there?”

Me, “No Sir”

Sir, “I didn’t really think so.”

Ultimate lesson learned: Careful what you wish for…….. or write on your blog! 😉

But… that said…… i couldn’t be happier than now with Sir taking charge, giving me direction, guidance, and leading me in every way! THIS is what i really want… to have him lead and know that he is respected and as such, i will obey. That even when i have the key and can make my own choice to unlock myself… we both know that i won’t!

Hugs,

Marie