205 – Craving cock – but just say NO!

When you deny yourself (or someone denies it for you) anything…. The more you want it …. The more you need it!

In my opinion, this is true of anything for me. The day i decide i am going on a diet and tell myself, “you can’t eat (blank)…..”. GUESS what it is that i just feel i can NOT live without??!!?

The same is true of anything…. Including cock.

And i am pretty certain Sir knows it.

Which is why today i am sporting an inflatable dildo in HIS pussy. It’s a cock. Just not the one i want.

The inflatable dildo is in my pussy, for the duration of the day, as a VERY constant reminder that i am in NO-vember where i will have NO orgasms.

Instead, the remainder of this month is about will power. Will power to fight off the cravings and to deny any orgasms and to “Just Say No!” (Okay, different purpose for that slogan… but still SO appropriate here!)

This month is about constant teasing and reminding and edging and building up of the overwhelming craving to have an orgasm while engulfed by my favorite cock!

In the meantime, today….. i have an inflatable dildo in my pussy, secured in place by panties and tight fitting blue jeans. Together the panties and blue jeans have it shoved very deep in my pussy with nowhere to go!

It can be a challenge to walk and sit with something inside me like that. i have found i tend to sway my hips more to have room to move “around” the cock. And when i sit down, i sit a bit more gingerly and cautiously. But make no mistake, i am NOT in pain. i am just “full” and keenly aware of it too!

When i (or Sir!) press the air bulb, it pumps air into the dildo and that fills me even more! When i have on the jeans, already holding it tightly in the depth of my needy pussy, where the dildo can’t slip out, the air causes it to go wide. Really wide. And wider…. And WIDER!

It stretches my pussy muscles so wide open that it becomes quite intense! It doesn’t exactly hurt though but admittedly it sometimes goes a bit “too far” and i have to ask (and he allows) to release some air. And usually we start over from a flat dildo to a very filled one once again.

David has ALWAYS said i have a tight pussy. Some might think that’s good, and while it’s more desirable than the opposite, sometimes it’s TOO tight. It can cause him to not easily fit inside what belongs to HIM. So it gets stretched from time to time as a matter of practice anyway.

But today, while HIS pussy will get stretched, that’s not the ultimate purpose. i may get lucky and get to ride his cock tonight….. but i doubt it. i suspect he will deny me that pleasure and continue to tease me because the point of today’s exercise is to stretch my mind. Stretch my will power and my ability to “just say no!” (There it is again).

So i am craving cock today, but not the one i have in me! Not the one that will never brig me pleasure the way my Sir’s cock does. But especially not this one today as i know it is all a tease!

Welcome to NO-vember and NO orgasms! Want to join in the fun with me?! Could you go a month with intense (and constant) teasing without the release you so need?!

One thing is for sure …. i will be ready to spread my legs for Sir anytime he wants me to, which isn’t always the case with other people. i don’t ever have a headache, am too tired, or not in the mood giving rise to reasons to deny my Sir his ability to be pleasured by HIS pussy (while also getting mine too!)

Hugs,

Marie