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37 – Moment of Truth – how it ended

Written by Marie on August 6, 2019. Posted in Uncategorized. No Comments on 37 – Moment of Truth – how it ended

So i decided you’ve been in suspense long enough… third post is the lucky charm and i’ll reveal what happened.

But first, let me summarize…..

i was suppose to wear a butt plug to sleep. After an hour, i took it out. i told the truth about it, but still, the damage was done.
AND – David was out of town – and we have a ‘no bra, outside of 8-5, Mon-Fri’, which i adhere to. Except i didn’t.

THEN – Sir went out of town for 4-days….

(If you want to know more specifics, read the previous two blog posts and you’ll get the full scoop!)

So that’s the current state of affairs. That’s the situation i was coming home to last night. Knowing that while i told the truth, and that did count for ‘something’ at least, it wasn’t with full submission and obedience from the start. (hence, having to admit the truth!).

i got home from work and David was already home. i greeted him and was glad to have him home from out of town. And i went to change out of work clothes. (i already had the bra off because it now comes off AT 5:00, in the car, on the way home!)

But i took off my work pants and grabbed for the shorts when i heard Sir say, “Come in here.” And i knew it was time.

So i left my pants off. i figured the rest of my clothes were coming off too. And i was right.

i cringed hard, but knew it was time to pay the price.

i sat on the bed and he said, “Do you think you deserve punishment?”

To which i readily admitted and said, “yes Sir”.

And he said, “Good, we are in agreement. While I’m happy you admitted the problems readily, there shouldn’t have been problems at all.”

To which I said, “i understand.”

And he said, “turn over”.

And i got into position. i took off the remaining clothes and positioned myself with my feet on the floor, bent over the bed, with my bed and arms tucked underneath my upper body.

And i felt him smack my ass hard with his hand. And he did it again, and again. My butt was feeling quite warm and stinging, but it wasn’t a ‘true hurt’ yet either. He kept going for several minutes. And then he stopped and said, “This is a nice rosy pink color now!”

At that point, he went to get the belt. i felt it smack against my ass and it stung. As he continued to reign down the belt on my ass and i was starting to anticipate the sting, he said, “I understand why you took the plug out but you still should have tried longer than you did. And as for the braless rule – while I know you don’t especially like it, I do! A LOT! And you need to learn to like it and embrace it too!”

i didn’t speak. While i can speak during spankings, it is not expected and i was starting to feel the burn in my ass, so i chose to focus on it instead. As the belt came down many times over, i was starting to get very warm in the butt.

And then he stopped. And he said, “Go get all your bras for me now.”

So i did.

And he said, “I’m going to be keeping these now. You’ll have to ask me for one if you want to wear one and if I feel like giving you one, I will. Otherwise, you will be braless.”

That’s when he said, “Back in position now.” And i laid back down with my ass in the air and arms and body on the bed.

And he took out the paddle. i got 10 very hard spanks with the paddle. After each one, i started to yelp in pain, squirm a lot, and pinch my butt tight in anticipation of the next one.

He said very calmly, “Legs apart and quit clinching.”

And so i did. And it went on.

After 10, he said, “Have you learned your lesson that you should follow orders more readily?”

And i merely said, “yes Sir”.

Then it was complete. He hugged and kissed on me and told me i was a good girl and all is forgiven. And that he loved me. And i know he does, as i love him also!

But now, this week – at home AND at work – i’ve been braless. He said no to bras for work this week. And i’m having to adjust and figure out how to wear clothes to (a conservative office!) for work and not be obvious about my behavior or my looks.

Someone reading this might say, “why does she agree to this?” And the ultimate answer is, “because i love my husband, i love how he is in control of our house, our marriage, and my life. And the fact that there are consequences to my actions is reasonable. It’s really how life works. Consequences for bad decisions, and rewards for good ones. And i accept that. Not to mention, when the punishment is over, so is the transgression. Everything is done and better. The slate wiped clean. So if you really wonder why i do this, i’d actually turn it around and ask you… why don’t YOU?

Hugs,

Marie

24 – Playing without permission

Written by Marie on November 18, 2018. Posted in Uncategorized. No Comments on 24 – Playing without permission

Speaking of playing without permission, i decided to do just that yesterday. i was in my own mind, having a fantastic fantasy, and decided to “play it out” in real life. Problem was: it was NOT with permission.

Here’s what happened ….David was tired, on a Saturday, and decided to take an afternoon nap. i was not tired. And my mind wandered. And i got horny.

i imagined my Sir saying, “while I am napping, I want you to lay on the bed next to me. Do NOT wake me up. But DO play with yourself. Get yourself wet. VERY wet. But do NOT cum. You are NOT allowed to cum! Do you understand me?”

Me: “Yes Sir. But Sir, i don’t know how long you will sleep. That could be hours!?”

David says, “I’m glad you understand. But do you really think I care that you don’t know how long it will be? I gave a directive and I expect you to follow it! Any reason why you can’t??”

Me: “No Sir”.

Sir: “Good! Now be a good girl and help me have some good dreams and wake up to an amazing reality. You are allowed to use any toys you like. You are simply NOT to cum or wake me. Now do you understand?”

Me: “Yes Sir”.

So i got out my inflatable dildo. And i inserted it. And i pumped it up. And pulled it in and out. And inflated it more and more. i counted how many ‘pumps’ i did. i got to 10 before it felt tight. So then i did 5 more! It stretched my pussy so much it hurt. i made myself hold that pain and stretch for a count of 60-seconds. i wasn’t sure the tears wouldn’t fall, but i held them back.

And i released all the air. It deflated. That’s when i touched my clit with one hand and pulled the dildo in and out with the other. i was getting seriously aroused and very wet indeed!

That’s when i repeated the inflation. And again, i counted how many pumps of the dildo that i did. Since i did 15 before, i did 15 again. It was SO completely large and tight. i had to use one hand to hold the dildo in while holding the pump with the other. And i pumped it 2 more times. And held it.

ALRIGHT – TIME OUT – insert sound effects — screeeeeetch … roll back tape. SO what exactly is reality and what is fantasy?!

WELL – all of the above actually happened… the EXCEPTION being for the actual conversation with and direction from Sir. THAT part was in my head. The rest – the dildo, the pumping, the holding, the stretching, the touching my clit – THAT part – that all happened in real life.

And THAT was when Sir woke up! OH NO. WHAT WILL BE THE CONSEQUENCES?!? (insert sound effects: Dun, dun, Dun….)

So i’ll say – What did NOT happen was Sir waking up at that moment and in that position and saying, “Oh my Good Girl! How fantastic! You know I’ve been stretching you in anticipation of getting my entire hand in that pussy of mine! I am SO pleased you used this time to make that pussy of mine so ready for me!”

NOPE. Instead, what i heard was, “WHAT ARE YOU DOING? DID YOU HAVE PERMISSION FOR THAT???”

Me: “Sir, can i explain?”

Sir: “What’s to explain? It looks pretty obvious to me!”

Me: “Well, i had a fantasy….” (and i told him everything i told you above).

That’s when i heard him say, “Hold that pose. Do NOT move”.

That’s when he got off the bed (in real life) and disappeared into the bathroom. When he came back, he took the dildo out.

i was fully anticipating getting my ass beat raw. But that was NOT what happened either! Instead, he had lube in one hand, rubbing it onto his other.

He said, “For this to work, you have to be VERY still and VERY relaxed. Do NOT clinch your muscles or move your legs or ass one bit!”

Me: “Yes Sir”. (What? i’m going to get my fantasy to become reality?!? And NOT get in trouble?!?!)

And he roughly and quickly pushed 2-fingers into my pussy. i flinched. And my muscles tightened. That’s when the look on his face grimaced. And i heard him say, “What part of ‘relax’ didn’t make sense? relax. NOW!”

Me: “Yes Sir”. And i did.

And all 4-of his fingers inserted into my cunt. i focused on staying very relaxed and very calm. i focused on my breathing.

i heard Sir say, “Oh what a tight feeling. Good Girl for not flinching that time. Now just my thumb remains!” And i felt it touch my clit for a second before it also went in.

WOW – that was SO tight. My back arched. And that caused my pussy to also move positions. And Sir took his free hand and slapped my tits. Followed by a hard squeeze of the nipples.

i let out a yelp. He said, “you deserved that! Your movement caused my hand to hurt. Do NOT move again or you will feel the same pain I feel! Am I clear?!?!”

Me: “Yes Sir”. And i kept repeating the words in my head “relax, relax, relax. loose. loose. loose. Wet. wet. wet.”

And his hand pushed harder and further inside me. He was able to get about 3/4ths of it in. And he wiggled his fingers. THAT was such a turn on. i was about to cum. i could feel it. i was already so wet and so turned on and now being in this position with David stretching inside me it was all too much.

i asked “Sir, may i cum now please?”

“No”

“PLEASE?”

“NO!”

And that was the very second he pulled it out and said, “You didn’t have permission to play with my pussy. And now you are not allowed permission to cum either!”

Then David said, “Put the dildo back in. Inflate it again. And turn over”

i did as i was told while he disappeared to the bathroom again. i heard running water. He’s cleaning up. i heard a drawer. i knew that was the paddle coming out.

He said, “since you are so determined to have that cunt so stretched, I’m going to spank you hard now and you are NOT to allow that dildo to come out! Do whatever you have to do, but it will NOT come out or we will start again!”

“Yes Sir”

He spanked me senseless and without mercy. i deserved it. i’d be lying if i didn’t admit too that i am glad i did it. That fantasy come true was SO worth it.

But now today my ass is still sore as i type this. But i’d do it again for THAT result! 🙂