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281 – Fiction Punished Pussy

Does he KNOW I haven’t orgasmed in more than a week now?

He should since it’s his dumb rule that I can’t masturbate and he hasn’t paid me any attention at all lately. But does he even realize how much he’s NOT paid any attention to me lately?

He’s ignored me for days. Oh I guess not fully or entirely, but in every way that seems to matter! I doubt Sir even cares if I break the rules or if I keep them!

Hell, this is stupid. I don’t need to follow rules that even he doesn’t seem to care to enforce. Fuck it, I’m doing this!

That’s when I got out of the shower, dried off, grabbed my favorite dildo and climbed on the bed.

I pressed the tip of the dildo to my pussy with one hand, while I used my other hand to spread those lips wide open to accept the big fake cock. I pressed it inward.

Oh wow, this feels good! It’s been so long since I’ve done this now.

I pressed it further inside, until it was fully seated deeply inside MY pussy! I deserve this self satisfaction. I’ve been a good girl and done everything right, and if Sir is so damn busy or uncaring to even notice me or MY pussy, then I’ll notice myself!

And I hit the power button.

Oh yes!

That old familiar and most wonderful feeling is so divine! This is so deserved and so completely overdue too. This is MY right to satisfy MY needy pussy!

I pulled the vibrator out and pressed it back in again. I began to move faster. And faster. This was such a nice feeling that I’ve so very much missed. The positive feelings beginning to stir deep within me are most exquisite.

I pressed the button on the vibrator to turn up the speed. And with that speed, my hand started to move faster yet too. This all had an immediate feeling of “oh wow” spread throughout my mind and body.

I went faster.

I let the tip come all the way out, just to be slammed very deeply back inside my needy hole. I heard the voice in my head say, “you are a needy bitch who deserves to feel this heat. That’s right, feel it rise. Bring it out. You need to orgasm big for me!”

It was enough to start making me seriously desire MY orgasm. As I moved the dildo in and out, I felt that orgasm rising. I could tell the big O wasn’t far off. Keep going. Don’t stop! Don’t you fucking stop you needy cunt!

If Sir loved me at all, he’d be here doing this for me and making me beg for orgasm while loving it when it finally comes.

Oh I’m so close. Go faster!

And I did. My hand automatically moved faster and faster.

Fuck this is so good. I am so close! I want to see your pussy clinch tightly around this cock and release that orgasm.

While my right hand controlled the dildo, my left hand made its way to the top of my mound. And then my fingers moved even further south to massage my clit.

It didn’t take long,,,,,

Of fuck yah! Here it comes….. please let me come NOW!

And it erupted!

Oh hell yah! This is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!

I pulled the cock from my pussy, pulled my legs together, and let myself feel the wave of the orgasm wash fully over me. I felt every muscle in my body relax into it as another wave started to roll over me.

<<CLAP CLAP CLAP>>

I was immediately startled. I opened my eyes and looked up to see my Sir standing there, leaning against the bedroom door frame, and clapping.

He said, “what a nice performance! Feel good baby girl?”

Ahhhh shit! He’s here. He’s seen what I’ve done WITHOUT PERMISSION too!

“Uhm, yes Sir.”

“Hope you enjoyed it, because that nice warm feeling you have now is not likely to last long.”

I wasn’t entirely sure what he meant by his words, but I surmised it wasn’t going to be a good result. I pulled myself up to a sitting position. I moved to cover myself and the scene of this crime. I stuttered to ask, “how long have you been standing there Sir?”

“Long enough,” was the response I got back. He also said, “Stop covering yourself, lay back down. But first turn sideways on the bed. Open your legs.”

I did as I was told but I was skeptical about where this was going. It sounded like this may be good, but I didn’t honestly think it was going to be.

As I opened my legs back to expose myself to my Sir, he moved closer to the bedside. I was laying perpendicular now, so my puss was open and close to his side. His hand came up and covered my pussy. He started rubbing on my mound. I felt his fingers moving toward my open hole.

He said, “I guess this pussy needed to orgasm?”

“Yes Sir.”

He asked, “So why didn’t you ask permission?”

“Because I felt ignored Sir.”

I felt at least two fingers penetrate my hole. I gasped. He said, “so you felt ignored and decided to take things into your own hands, literally? Instead of just talking to me?”

“I guess so Sir.”

He stuck more fingers inside me, and they started fucking my pussy. Oh wow, he’s going to let me get back to that orgasm high! I’m not getting my ass spanked and I don’t know why. But don’t question a good thing! Hell yah, I’ll take this!

“You guess?”

“Yes Sir.”

Then he asked the first real question, “Do you think that was a good girl thing to do?”

“Probably not Sir.”

His fingers were filing my hole entirely and stretching it out so smoothly too. He continued to fuck my hole. He was bringing me to the edge of another orgasm. He said, “Do you think you deserve to orgasm now?”

With my pussy full and getting so wet, I was finding it hard to focus on his words or to respond. I managed to get out the words, “I doubt it Sir.”

That’s when his fingers stopped.

I felt them leave my hole where I was now so completely empty. In an instant, I felt completely separated from my Sir. I wanted more! But I didn’t dare ask for more. I knew it wasn’t likely I’d get it.

While it looked like it was happening in slow motion and my eyes followed it all, where his hand lifted away from my body and came instantly SLAPPING straight down on my pussy.

Because of the open position I was in, as his hand fingers connected with my mound, his fingers moved from the top, through my slit, and all the way to my bottom in the bed. This all happened in one smooth motion that stung. So very badly too!

It hurt so bad. It was supposed to too. I cringed and instinctively pulled my legs up and together. And rolled to my side in a baby’s curled up position.

I heard his words now, “MY pussy needs to be punished now. You know it as well as I do. Now take your punishment like you know you should. Get back into that position and open up.”

He’s going to spank my pussy now for being bad.

“This pussy has been too needy and needs to be punished. You’ll take 10 hard spanking slaps straight on MY beautiful pussy. You KNOW it’s mine, right?”

“Yes Sir.”

“You do? You know it’s MINE??? Yet, you played with MY toy without MY permission! So now open up and get ready to count!”

I closed my eyes and opened my legs. And waited. And anticipated. I knew I deserved this. I just didn’t want it!

SLAP!

“One Sir.”

SLAP!

“Two Sir.” Fuck this hurt. I don’t like this!

SLAP!

“Three Siiirrr.” I pulled my legs up and rolled onto my side again, it brought tears to my eyes. This hurts!

“Go ahead and get back in position. You are doing good, but not there yet. You were so anxious to have MY Pussy touched… well…. It’s getting touched in a way that it deserves now, isn’t it?”

I opened my legs and held my breath.

SLAP!

“Fourrrr Ssssir.” And I moved to my side again. I couldn’t help it.

That’s when he said, “it seems I’m going to have to hold your legs open, and keep you in position. Aren’t I?”

“No Sir. I’m sorry Sir. Please stop. I can’t take this Sir.”

“Yes you can and you will. Open your legs now and be a good girl. I love it when your legs are open for me, my good slut girl. Unfortunately you got greedy and now need to know the consequences.”

I did as I was told. He said, “oh that’s my good submissive wife. You wanted to have attention, this is what you are getting now.”

He grabbed up the bed strap that he has used to tie me down before, but it’s always been in a sexy way, not like this for punishment. He attached the strap to my left leg. Then he went around the bed and grabbed up the other strap and pulled my legs open further to strap my right leg in place too.

Now there was NO pulling my legs together now. They were strapped down and in the most open and vulnerable position possible.

He then said, “and for good measure, put your arms out too!”

I laid my arms out to each side of the bed where he strapped those down too. I was spread Eagle and strapped down. Sir had never used the bed straps for anything but good. Until now. That reality hit hard. I was embarrassed by my selfish actions.

I wish I hadn’t been so selfish. I could’ve played with myself if all I’d done was ask! He rarely says no. Better yet, I shouldn’t talked to him about how I was feeling. I shouldn’t have gotten mad and acted out with bad behavior breaking known rules.

“Look at how wet this pussy is! I think it likes this kind of attention. Think you can orgasm this way?” is what Sir said next.

Now he’s trying to humiliate me in the process of disciplining me. It’s working.

“No Sir. It hurts. My body betrays me in that way. All I feel is the sting to my pussy and the regret in my mind.”

Sir’s face and mouth moved into a look as he said, “Too bad then this was necessary and that THiS is where we both find ourselves. You know I’d much prefer to love on MY pussy rather than to slap it back down into submission. Correct?”

I started to cry from the remorse. This reality, that this discipline was needed, has saddened me. I know better. I’m better than this.

Sir started speaking again, “now that I have you restrained you shouldn’t be going anywhere now. So I suggest you get ready. Now that I know it’s safe to spank your pussy hard and fast. I’m going to deliver the next six pretty quickly. You can cry, sob, or scream. I don’t care. But this pussy is going to learn it’s lesson now and you’ll take this discipline the way you should. Correct?”

He always gets me to respond to ensure I really do submit to the discipline and accept it thoroughly. But I do. I always have, and I always will.

“Yes Sir. I accept this punishment freely.”

That’s when the next slaps just rained down on my sex. I felt six fast, furious, and all very intentional slaps all in a row. I was sobbing loudly by the time my Sir was done.

He finished by saying, “All done now Baby Girl. What do you need to say?”

Through the tears I managed to say, “Thank you Sir. I’m sorry I needed to be reminded that this pussy wasn’t mine to play with, at least not without permission.”

He then leaned in and kissed me saying, “please don’t disappoint and disrespect me with this type of bad behavior again.”

With his face so close to mine, he wiped my tears away and I said, “I’m sorry Sir.”

He smiled and said, “all is forgiven my wife.”

He then continued, “unfortunately I don’t believe I can trust you now with MY pussy. It will be locked up now in your chastity belt. I’m going to lock it myself as you are laying here.”

And he went to get it. He made me lift my butt from the bed and he slid it under me. Then he pulled the strap up through my legs, and the other two around my waist. Then the lock went on and snapped shut.

He dangled the key in front of me and said, “Locked. Until I decide otherwise. You’ll have to earn back the trust to be unlocked.”

And with that he asked, “is my pussy comfortable?”

The humiliation continues.

“Yes Sir” was all I could honestly say because physically I was comfortable, but the same couldn’t be said for my mental state. I was disappointed that this is where I find myself.

Then Sir said, “before I let you be unstrapped from the bed, while I would have liked to have used MY pussy today, I can’t. I will instead use your mouth. Open up so I can fuck your mouth until I orgasm!”

He was standing on the floor with me on my back on the bed. He moved around to my head and he pulled me to the edge of the bed.

My head fell off the side where I dutifully opened my mouth and let my Sir’s cock penetrate my mouth. He started slowly and went deep. Then as he held his cock still inside my mouth, he reached down and slapped at my cheeks while he said, “here I go babe. I’m ready to fuck your pretty mouth nonstop until I orgasm!”

He deep throated my mouth and fucked me until my eyes watered and I almost gagged. I praying he would finish quick, only because I was fearful of inadvertently clamping down on his precious cock!

He went deep, hard, and fast. He didn’t make love to me, he fucked me. He fucked my mouth with one intent in mind: to orgasm. His and his alone.

I felt his cock stiffen, and I heard him start grunting and saying, “here it comes. I’m about to unload. Get ready to take my cum!”

That’s when I felt the hot liquid squirt down my throat. I swallowed as fast as I could but it came fast so it made me choke. He knew it and he pulled out of my mouth. He grabbed up his cock and stroked it to get the last of his orgasm to pour out all over my chest and tits.

After he had finished himself off with cum all over me, he was finally exhausted and pulled away.

He walked to the bathroom and cleaned himself up, and redressed. Then he undid my bed straps setting me free, saying, “don’t clean yourself. I like what I see and I want this to be a reminder of how bad my pussy has been today.”

He continued, “oh and don’t even ask to be let out of the belt. I intend to keep you locked for at least a week, as I’m out of town starting tomorrow for several days. I know you can be a good girl, even if it’s forced upon you babe!”

As I sat up I thanked my Sir and told him I was sorry once more. I also said I was glad to be disciplined and grateful to be married to him… a man who really DOES care about me more than I sometimes know!

He hugged and kissed me and told me “next time I hope to use MY pussy to both of our benefits!”

The end.

Hugs,

Marie

280 – A near miss

Tonight i nearly got myself spanked. i managed to get myself under control but barely.

i got soooo mad at David. And i think he knew it, but instead of getting mad back at me or spanking me, he decided to play a game of poker and call my bluff. The thing is, i was mad and not bluffing at all.

He has a bad habit of turning the tv on, start a show, and get up and walk out of the room. And that’s what he did tonight. Twice.

Now i am usually pretty amiable to watching anything. But what i do not like is him changing the channel to then leave the room. If you aren’t staying, then hand me the remote and let me pick something myself.

i didn’t know where he went or when he’d return. i decided pretty quickly that i liked the second show way less than the first. So i wasn’t really watching too much of it and my mind started to wander.

i started thinking about sex and sexy thoughts and taking my clothes off and sitting on David’s lap and…..i found myself very aroused in a hurry! Yet he was nowhere to be found. i haven’t a clue where he was or what he was doing, but I knew i probably didn’t need to touch myself either.

i also knew David had irritated me with the wandering and the channel changes so i wasn’t too sure i even really WANTED to do any sexy stuff with him. Don’t get me wrong, he was probably doing something worthwhile, but i hadn’t a clue what that was. All i knew for sure was he wasn’t spending the time with me.

So i went and put on my chastity belt. i decided this was the best course of action to keep myself from myself.

Of course RIGHT as i walked out of our room, David materialized. He saw the belt immediately and said, “you decided you needed it on?”

“Yes Sir.”

And i went and sat on the couch, and started watching tv again. He came out, sat down, and Sid, “it’s too bad you put the belt on. i was about to start playing with you.”

“Well, i can take it off Sir. Do you want me to?”

“No, you have it on now. It may need to stay on for a week.” Is what he said as he grinned. Yeah right.

At this point, i had stood up and walked over to him, ran my hands through his hair and said, “Would you like me to take it off Sir? This is just to keep me away, not you away.”

“No, go sit down.” so frustrating!

So i did. Went and sat down.

NOT EVEN FIVE MINUTES LATER…. we had been quiet and started rewatching tv when he says, “well…. Are you going to take it off?” WTF. Just tell me what you want already! i am not a mind reader!

This is when i started to lose it. i looked at him and with an exasperated tone said, “you JUST told me it might stay on a week and to go sit down. So no, i wasn’t going to take it off but rather now i was just trying to do as i was told.”

He said, “if I told you to stand up, would you?”

i rolled my eyes and looked away. Calm down. Don’t be stupid. This is a dumb conversation and not worth getting spanked over.

And with that, he got up and left the room. Of course he did!

He went towards our bedroom. Do not go in there. Just relax in the living room for a bit more.

He was gone around 5’ish minutes and i hear, “SO….. you gonna come in here with me?” Oh crap, now what?! Okay, fine. While it was a question, it was not optional. i know i have to get up and go. FINE!

i go to the bedroom and the scene i saw was one of David on the bed, naked, with the bedroom tv on and his cock in hand. His cock was obviously rock hard.

He motioned to the tv and said, “wanna watch it with me?”

He had porn showing on the tv with a submissive girl tied up and two men with her. One man had his cock in her mouth and the other with his cock in her pussy. Her hands were tied behind her back, with the ropes intertwined between her tits causing them to be swollen and enlarged.

The scene looked divine!

i started to climb on the bed, intending to “watch tv” or suck David’s cock. At this point, i wasn’t too sure if the belt could come off or not… as i put it on, but that didn’t mean it had permission to take it off.

When David said, “well, you gonna take it off already?!” Okay, that answered that question at least.

We proceeded to have really great sex.

Porn playing in the background as i rode his cock. i was still mad and i didn’t want to ask permission to orgasm so i was prepared to just NOT. David figured this out in a hurry though and asked me if i was being a brat and needed to be spanked. NO! i most definitely do NOT need to be spanked. Okay… maybe i do. But i won’t say that out loud because i don’t want it, even if i need it!

He managed to get me to orgasm, despite my stubbornness and determination NOT to. Which was really dumb of me to hold out. It only hurt myself. i could’ve probably had more than one, but i just didn’t want to be humble and ASK to orgasm. i didn’t care though.

After we both orgasmed, i picked up my iPad and started typing. David asked me if i was going to report how bratty i was. NO. Why would i do that?! lol.

i couldn’t help but think, “if i tell my readers about being bratty, wouldn’t they wonder why you didn’t spank it out of me?! Who is right here…. Me for being bratty, you for not spanking me, Or none of the above?! i have to say NONE!.

So now i have attempted to give you an (mostly) unbiased opinion of the night’s events.

Yes – i was a brat

No – i did not get spanked for it.

Yes – i probably should have been.

No – i wasn’t going to ask for it!

No – i don’t think i will ask for it tomorrow either!

Yes – instead of a spanking, i got to orgasm. Yet another one. And finally, i am happy and not mad… and still not spanked either.

Hugs,

Marie

279 – “You are in charge”

On a whim, we decided to drive up to see our son at his University. It’s Saturday and we didn’t have anything else planned, and neither did our son. We left early, spent the day, and i wrote this now as we are in the car heading home. His University is a 2 1/2 hour drive each way. Not too far, but not too close either.

We are making this trip all in one day.

Our son was happy to see us and we had a good family day. Our son (like most men), wouldn’t actually have admitted that he was lonely and missing us, but as his Momma, i could tell from the way he was talking to me that he was.

We had a good day. My heart is feeling full! (Although almost as instantly, as we leave to go home, a part of me is missing again and i wish i didn’t have to leave him there too! So maybe my heart isn’t “quite” full!!)

Our son really has NO idea of our D/s dynamic at all, which is by design. i suppose he knows i defer to Dad and Dad’s decisions, but he has NO idea of our discipline factor. While in my opinion, it’s good that he knows Dad is in charge and i defer to Dad, our son does NOT need to have a full account of what happens if or when i do NOT properly defer. In other words, our son doesn’t know Dad spanks me.

It’s hard to explain domestic discipline (DD) to grown adults, let alone to an 18-year old kid! i suspect our son would never understand or believe that i truly do consent to being spanked and that this is NOT some warped version of some sort of wife-beating.

David and i tend to have covert comments between us, said in front of our son, that if our son thought about it too much he might figure things out. But i highly doubt it.

As we didn’t have a plan for exactly what we would do, David said early this morning (after we were with our son), “you are in charge today. You can decide what we do.”

Then as i said, “ok Dad, next thing we are going to do is xyz. Let’s go!” David then said, “you are bossy today!”

And i said, “you said i was in charge.”

To which David responded back, “yes, but you can say things in a kinder tone.”

“Why do i need to? If i am in charge….”

“Well, you can do what you want, and use your power the way you see fit, but you may regret that later too.”

Ok, i hear you Sir. i can make decisions but still need to tone it down.

And some time later i heard, “you may have forgotten that you ought to speak a little kinder.”

Another warning. i heeded the warnings and this time, i did tone it down.

i don’t mean to get bossy. i just hate standing around going, “what do you think?”

And then hearing, “I don’t know. What do you think?”

To be followed by, “yah, I’m flexible and I don’t care.”

“And I don’t either.”

“So what are we going to do?”

“I don’t know”

STOP. I WILL DECIDE! This is stupid to go back and forth without moving forward in any way whatsoever!

And that’s when i tend to get bossy.

In my opinion, if you want to be in charge, and make the decisions, i will let you do it every time.

BUT.

When you put me in charge and you don’t want to make decisions…. Then “being bossy” comes with the territory! It’s what you was implied when you said “You are in charge.” To me, that means “you need to decide and just tell us what we need to do.” Aka: bossy!

So. Yes. i got bossy. But not because i necessarily intended to, but instead because of the authority was given to me.

Needless to say, i did manage to simmer down and find a “nice” way to give directions. And we had a great family-together-Saturday today.

i won’t be spanked or disciplined in any way for my bossiness. Yah for me! And we now travel home to see what tomorrow and the coming week holds.

(And i am mostly full of happiness, love, and joy…. But i have to say “mostly” because i had to leave my son behind. i wonder if this leaving part ever gets easier!)

Now i have to sit and stare out of the car front windshield for another 2-hours til we are home…. And to NOT dwell on missing my son already or that my bossy day has come to an end.

Hugs,

Marie

274 – Locktober, Sir’s way.

On Sunday, after we arrived back home from visiting our son, David spared me the spanking. i assumed my fate was sealed, but i was wrong. Thank heaven!

MOST of the time, i crave consistency. i need to know that what he says, he means AND what he means, he says. But this was one time that i really had NO desire to be punished. i mean, i would’ve accepted it, but i didn’t think a punishment was exactly warranted. i was trying to make progress with a bunch of noncommittal people, and i responded with annoyance to David’s questions. (Okay, so when i summarize the whole event like this, it does feel like i needed to be punished. Hmm.).

Well, i wasn’t punished. And i was very grateful.

Instead, we had every desire to relax and enjoy the evening. That’s what we did too. We watched tv for awhile, then went to our bed where David played with me and gave me 2-orgasms. Then he said i could play with myself as much as i wanted. i was shocked. i can’t remember a time where he allowed that!

But after a long weekend AND 2-orgasms already, i was relaxed, comfortable, and getting tired. Of course, i did orgasm one more time though too! (Wink wink!)

There was a time where masturbating right beside David while he read his book would’ve been weird for me. Now, i love it. i have learned to have an open mind, body, and soul for him. What’s mine is his, including the right to see me pleasure myself. And make no mistake, even though he was reading his book, he was also watching me! And i know he enjoyed watching and i enjoyed knowing he was watching too.

It wasn’t long afterward and we fell asleep. i sleep naked. David does not. While i am available to him at all times, he’s not always available to me. That’s ok by me too. In fact, in a very tangible way, it establishes that he is entitled to do as he pleases and i am entitled to also do (only) as he pleases too. Not only do i accept that, but it turns me on. i like submitting and being his in every way.

Then came the morning. i showered and started to dress when the directive came to lock it up.

David was going to play golf and because i had opted to work from home, he didn’t want me home alone to sit and play with myself anymore. It was “time to start Locktober anyway.”

So the chastity belt went on, the lock went shut, and the key went away.

That is how my Monday started. That evening, i (jokingly) asked David if he wanted to produce the key and he said, “uh, no.” with a “that was a dumb question” kinda tone.

Then he added, “you don’t need out yet. You don’t need to orgasm and it’s not the end of October.”

i won’t lie, i like wearing the belt when it’s MY idea and i am my own key holder. As in, i can get out anytime i want. Not too big a fan when i have zero control. But i am learning to accept it with mixed emotions. i WANT to accept it as a submissive wife, but the stubborn independent woman i can be does not like this one bit.

It’s not that i needed out. It was that i had the choice taken away. And while this is exactly how it should be, i didn’t like it. Wisely though, i said nothing out loud.

He reached his hand down between my legs and felt the belt. Sir said, “I could cut myself on those sharp groves. No orgasm for you! I best move my hand away before I hurt myself.” And he started to laugh.

The belt has holes where urine can pass but it is a jagged edge there, on purpose, to avoid any attempts to do anything more. Even though if you wanted to try something, the holes aren’t big enough anyway. Still. Getting a finger caught on the jagged edge would be painful for sure.

i was let out on Tuesday morning to go walking and shower. As soon as that was done, i asked Sir, “should i assume the belt goes back on unless told otherwise?”

i fully expected to hear another response like this was a dumb question and the words, “yes, of course it goes back on,” but to my surprise he said, “No, leave it off.”

i didn’t understand and i wasn’t sure how i felt about it. It felt like a privilege to be out, but also somehow “against the rules” (of Locktober.). And yes, of course i realize how contradictory i am being. First i didn’t want in, and not i don’t want out. i guess most of my issue is about the lack of control…. Physically AND mentally. i have no ability to control the lock on the belt anymore than i can control my anticipation about it also. i can’t even plan for in belt or out of belt.

That’s when i realized David makes his own rules and those are the ones that i follow and that’s the rules that matter! i need to adjust my thinking to just accept his authority and decisions as they come and be prepared for whatever decision he makes at that time, instead of trying to control anything at all, including my mindset.

Not much else was said the rest of Tuesday about the belt, Locktober, or orgasms. Tuesday was uneventful and almost disappointing.

Until this morning when David told me he is going out of town from Thursday (tomorrow) to Sunday, and he fully intends to lock me up. Oh wow. i have not been locked for 4-consecutive days and nights without a break at all.

Now you’d think that this wouldn’t be a big deal. i only last week tried to talk David into the whole month of October, so how is 4-days a big deal?! (Not to mention the fact he is telling me 24-hours in advance, so i have plenty of time to adjust my mindset!). Well….. it shouldn’t be.

But it is.

It is because i had “negotiated” that i could be out for showers and walks and he had said he liked to see me orgasm, so i wouldn’t (probably) be locked in for extended periods. But now, i will be.

While i was processing this, i went to work. i decided to text David, “so do you think i can go the duration without begging to be out of the belt?”

“Nope!”

“Will you give me the key then?”

“Maybe. Depends on what you say is the reason for needing it.”

i continued to ask questions. “What if it’s just because i am cranky and want out, so i want the key?”

“Really?”

“Okay, so i should assume that would be a no?”

“Correct.”

And i continued further…. “What if i get so cranky that i just start to bug the crap out of you to give me the key?”

“Then you’ll regret pissing me off like that.”

Okay, so i should have stopped but i didn’t. “What if i just don’t fully lock the lock? You never check. You just believe me that i did it.”

“Sounds like you are testing me. If I have to lock the lock myself before I leave, I will. But do I have reason to believe you’ll lie to me?!”

“No Sir. i haven’t lied. But i could…. OR …. Instead of being deceitful, i could just refuse to be in the belt and locked up altogether.”

“You could. But you won’t.”

“What makes you so sure i won’t refuse??”

“Because the alternatives to NOT being locked up while I’m gone are probably worse than being locked up.”

“You wouldn’t be that mean to me, Sir. Would you??”

“Wanna try me?”

“Hmm. No Sir. Probably not a wise move on my part.”

“First smart thing you’ve said in most of this conversation. Either way, tomorrow morning, you have a choice to make now… get locked in by me where I’ll check the lock myself, or face the alternative consequences.”

Locktober may not be a constant and consecutive 31-days, but one thing is for sure, i have to learn to cope without having the key or control better! And be prepared for 4-consecutive days about to commence in chastity.

Off to enjoy my last free night for awhile.

Hugs,

Marie

273 – The 50–50–90 Rule

i wrote 99% of this last night… on Saturday. I fell as.eep and didn’t get it finished. So this morning, Sunday, i am finishing it…..

i’m sure many of you remember Andy Rooney: journalist, humorist and a mainstay for years on 60 Minutes. He developed the 50-50-90 Rule: “Anytime you have a 50–50 chance of getting something right, there’s a 90 percent probability you’ll get it wrong.”

That pretty well sums up my state of affairs this weekend!

It is currently Saturday night and we have been visiting our son this weekend at his college campus. We are in the hotel tonight, will get breakfast with him in the am, and head back home tomorrow. We should be home around 1-2pm’ish.

The visit has gone well overall. We brought my sister and her son, my nephew with us too.

But.

i have still managed to earn myself a spanking. i think. To be delivered upon arriving back home.

i knew the vey second David was mad. i am pretty sure everyone else was aware too. But instead of yelling or getting into a fight, he texted me.

“Be prepared when you get home”

Not even an explanation of what i needed to be prepared for, as it was understood. Ugh. Of course. But seriously, i think it was unfair! Whatever!

Trouble. i feel like it went looking for me and tripped me when i wasn’t even looking!

So let’s back up to yesterday morning…. Friday. Usually that means maintenance.

We were intending to work a half day and then leave town. So when i asked David if he was intending to deliver a maintenance spanking (i needed to know if i was to Assume The Position or was able to get dressed for the day), he got a devious look about him.

He directed me to sit on his lap. (i was naked). As he spread my legs and started to play with a nipple in one hand and my clit in his other, he said, “when we get home, you’ll either get to enjoy the remainder of the afternoon naked, where we will both get you to orgasm as much as you can. Orrrrrrr. You will have a spanking worthy of you calling ‘red.’ The choice is yours, and you’ll earn one or the other based on your behavior this weekend.”

So i have a 50-50 chance, with a 90% probability of getting it wrong!

He finished with, “but make no mistake, we will lock you up for the rest of October as soon as orgasm or spanking is complete.”

With those words complete and his fingers never slowing their assault on my exposed clit, i was begging to orgasm as he got me so worked up so very quickly! His response was a shrug and a “ok…. I guess you can….” followed by a slight laugh.

The water works let open and the orgasm flowed through! And it was amazing too!

That was all yesterday, on Friday. i didn’t do great yesterday, but i wasn’t in trouble either. David said i was “entirely too bossy.” i heard that more than once too.

i didn’t mean to be bossy but no one was making any decisions or even making suggestions. So i did.

i have found that in a group of people, if someone steps up and leads, i am good. And when there’s a lot of people in a group with everyone being noncommittal, then it irritates me and i step up and decide. i mean, when someone asks you an opinion, why don’t you answer?!

For example, “where do you want to eat lunch?” Crickets. No response. Did you hear me? Should i repeat myself? Are you thinking of an answer? Anyone home?!? Helloooooooooooo????

That’s when the options get listed out. You can pick from x, y, or z. Crickets. STILL. Seriously? At least say, “I don’t care.” But NO answer at all is just rude, in my opinion.

Yesterday morning, no one was deciding much of anything. So i got irritated, but that only happened after David started out walking towards an entire street of restaurants. It was not terribly loud outside, but traffic and street noise, combined with being in a (bit) of a spread out line/spacing, made it difficult to talk much at all too. i assumed he had a plan and we were all following, which was fine.

Suddenly he stopped, let us close the gap and said, “where do you want to go?” Seriously?! You are going to ask us now after we are nearly somewhere?! We all assumed you had a plan. And NO ONE responded!

Our son had already previously declared his only need was that he “just wants coffee!” and no one had responded then either for any other thing.

So in my best NON-irritated voice yet rather loudly to speak above the noise of the street and cars, i said, “just make a decision. No one seems to care.”

He took that as me being TOO bossy by telling him what to do, yelling at him as my voice was raised, and the second i said it, i knew. Ughhhhhh. i was honestly trying NOT to be bossy.

But damn it… no one, including David was deciding anything. Why take off walking, in the lead position, with us all following for you to just stop and ask where we want to go!? Don’t you already have a plan?! But even if you don’t, no one else is responding… implying they either don’t care or don’t want to say, either way…. YOU need to just decide already!!!

After i spoke, he cocked his head, folded his arms, raised his eyebrows, and slowly nodded his head. He said nothing out loud. If he had spoken, i suspect his words would have been something like, “Alright. So THAT’s how you want to play this?! And how you want to speak to me?! I don’t have to yell. We have a better solution for this. And you already knew your two options for our arrival home. I guess you made your choice.”

Great. Justttttt great! Whatever. It is what it is. i didn’t think this was fair, but okay, fine.

i tried to take opportunities throughout the rest of the day to talk to David about this, but with others around us all day, it was a challenge. i did get to plead my case and tell him what happened. He never quite conceded but he did say, “I haven’t decided yet (if I agree with you or think your behavior should be excused) if I’ll spank you or not. Ut don’t give me anymore reason either!”

So i have a chance of escaping a “spanking worthy of (me) calling out RED.”

(In case you aren’t already aware, we have safe words where i call ‘yellow’ to say, “please slow down, i can’t take much more.” And red for, “stop right now, i am done.” It is fully understood that i use the safe words quite sparingly and their use will never be abused (by me). i am to accept discipline and never refuse, as this is our lifestyle and agreement, but… on rare occasions, if David doesn’t read my body language well enough to know i am at my very limits, i have safe words. To date, i have called yellow about 2-3 times and never used red.)

At this moment, I think it is 50/50 chance to orgasm or to be spanked. Either way, in about 24-mor hours, we will begin Locktober too. i pray it starts with pleasure and not pain!!

But… the weekend isn’t over and i have a 90% chance of getting it wrong still too!

Hugs,

Marie