So i wondered from the beginning WHY do people do Maintenance. i even previously blogged about it, where i came to terms with the idea.
Last week, Sir decided we would do DAILY maintenance. D*A*I*L*Y.
Keep in mind that while i had come to the realization that it did have a proper place in domestic discipline, i still wasn’t keen on it.
But i still submitted. “Yes Sir”. And what i was thinking in my head was “BUT WHY?”
Well, i admit – it works.
We have now done it for a week. My bottom is not nearly as sore as i’d have thought, but i have realized quite a few things about myself, spankings, maintenance, and submission.
Namely: IT WORKS. Maintenance. It works.
Here’s how the week has gone:
Day 1: – i didn’t do anything ‘wrong’ so remind me WHY do we to do this!? (grumpy)
Spanking hurt. It was intended to be so. i was standing on the floor, legs apart, hands on the side of the bed.
At the end, i felt his fingers reach between my legs. And i heard him say, “Good girl for taking that spanking. Do you want to cum?”
Me: “Thank you Sir. Yes, i’d like to cum”.
And he fingered me until i begged permission to do so. And he said Yes!
Day 2: – Okay, now it hurts. (seriously, is this really necessary?)
Sir seems to want to get it over with. Going fast, firm, and intense.
But at the end, he pushed me up onto the bed in a doggie style and asked me if i wanted to cum. Of course, i said “YES SIR!”.
And he fingered me again until i came.
i guess while maintenance spankings are necessary, if i take them as i should without complaining, there is a reward at the end!
Day 3: – i don’t want this to be the norm. (fine, maybe it IS necessary)
The spanking of course. The cum – YES, please, can i do it again?!!
Day 4: – okay, i’ll just get into position before he even tells me to. He was impressed and surprised. (okay, this hurts enough i need to submit without getting a “real” spanking).
But i took the liberty to change up “the position”. i propped pillows on the bed, angled myself over them so that my ass was in the air, and put my arms under my stomach (so i couldn’t be tempted to reach back and stop the spanking mid-way).
What i didn’t appreciate was that when he hits now, the ‘give’ between the paddle and the bed is not much. And there’s no place for me to straighten up, flex or move away, and i feel the full brunt of it.
Add to that, David has increased the intensity of the maintenance spanking and each swat is delivered more intentionally also. He even started to tell me, “That was a 30% arm strength”. i can’t imagine what 100% would feel like. And i hope i never have to find out! As i said, “working as intended!”
But then came the reward. He said, “Flip over on your back.” i did. WOW – my ass stung as it came together with the bed!
He got between my legs and licked me until i begged him to allow me to cum. He said YES! And i released my orgasm on his face.
Day 5: – Get a text “Assume the position”. His arm and swats are firmer. He is testing my limits. (now i’m compliant and expecting it, although not exactly wanting it).
i had hoped to have a reprieve because David had to take our son to school as he missed the bus. And i had gotten dressed intending to go to work and was excited at the possibility of skipping today’s maintenance.
Darn it. NO such luck. But maybe the cum reward afterward will be sufficient and i’ll have to relax and wait for the reward.
i didn’t know what “the position” he meant – standing by the bed or laying on pillows with ass in the air. I opted for the latter because i just wasn’t sure how much time would lapse until he was home. And David seemed pleased to see my ass in the air when he did arrive home.
i cringed with each swat. And i prayed it would end soon. And i prayed that he’d allow me to cum. And i thanked God for this man and his discipline and leadership of me and our family. And i prayed that God would help me submit always and to never have to incur the wrath of Sir’s disciplinary spanking. Ever. (Although i know it will be needed at some point, i pray it is no time soon!).
Working as intended.
And i got to cum too.
Day 6 – i don’t even get dressed. i just know there’s no point. i am accepting. The intensity has increased with each day. I cringe. (i do NOT want the real spanking because maintenance is enough!)
i wish there were a way to avoid this. But i don’t see there is. And arguing the point that i’ve gotten the message wouldn’t help, in fact, it would likely elicit a true disciplinary spanking as i felt the need to argue.
He peppers my ass with small, intense swats all over. And then a BIG SWAT. OUCH! And repeat with small swats all over and SMACK! OUCH AGAIN! By the time he was done, my voice was almost hoarse from letting out the yelps of pain.
And he climbed between my legs once again. This part is SO AMAZING! He let me cum. i pray he never says NO to the cumming part.
For the first time ever he tells me, “Wow, you had a little bit of a squirt that time”.
Day 7: – i wake up and tell Sir, “These maintenance spankings are having the desired effect. i won’t intentionally misbehave. Knowing the intensity and heat from a red hot ass after maintenance, i have ZERO desire to have a discipline spanking. David says, “GOOD! Then we can skip today’s maintenance.”
Phew! A reprieve.
But no cum. i guess there is a bitter sweet to this. i bet Sir will be desirous to allow me to cum without a spanking though too! 🙂
8th day –
Sir asks, “Is your ass still sore?”
Me: “No Sir”
Sir says, “Hmm. Maybe we need to work on the intensity to ensure it is a lasting effect!”
Me: “Two days later?”
Sir: “YES! But now you can insert a butt plug and wear a g string to hold it in tight today!”
Day 9 – will be tomorrow – i wonder what it may hold. And when can i graduate to NOT being daily maintenance?!!!
Hugs and Kisses ~